@ Suprita,
BPD is more common, affecting 2 percent of adults in India, mostly young women. There is a high rate of self-injury without suicide intent, as well as a significant rate of suicide attempts and completed suicide in severe cases. Patients often need extensive mental health services, and account for 20 percent of psychiatric hospitalizations. Yet, with help, many improve over time and are eventually able to lead productive lives.
I think you are from Pune !
I suggest forget your uncle and your widow mother who raised you and your sister silently suffering loss of your father and also forget your penniless husband and get in touch with Dr. Darode in Pune and he will help you improve over time and eventually you will be able to lead much better productive life. It is your life afterall.
You are wasting your precious youth since May 2010 a precious innocence time of yours in a family law forum unknowingly.
All the best.