committing sucide

Ur thought is childish .no one cares or thinks about it seriously .if u die they tell s devil gone .Ur mother and father may weep.others don't care.drop this siily foolish idea.go and work in future other good girl may enter to Ur life.live with her happily.

You must care for your own blood and flesh, your mother think what will happen her .She gave you birth and you have no care for her. 

Nothing will happen if you do that cowardice act, only you will loose your life and your girl friend will enjoy life as the thorn is out of way.

 You parants will wreck and they will fell embarrassed in  whole of society.

Just think productive life is beautiful with thousands of reasons to live.