I am 22 years old. My father is extremely abusive to me- both physically and verbally. This has been his habit since I remember but has escalated in the course of this pandemic severely(on a daily basis) and I cannot even escape him because we are not allowed to go anywhere due to the lockdown. I have pictures of my scars and results of this mental abuse and torture on my phone as I have been taking them and keeping them. Once he came to know that I was thinking about going to the police so he said that He will stop providing any kind of financial assistance to me If I did that, ie. He won't pay my college fees, will disown me, etc. Because of all this, I have started developing self-harming tendencies and often hurt myself to ease my anxiety which has now grown to an extreme level. I also feel suicidal almost every second. Is there something I can do in this scenario? Please provide assistance as this pandemic situation is nowhere near its end and I am not able to bear it anymore.
