I am not sure if i am in a right place to ask this question but it's been a decade i am suffering from 498 (a),Crpc 125 & Domestic violence in court. My parents passed away because of this and i have nothing left in my life. I have younger brother who is always supporting me. It was not only 1 month of our marriage my wife filed all these cases on me and my family all of us faced jail for few days and lot of torture. My wife is greedy and she is interested in money only i came to know unitl i got married. She filed all fake cases on my family and because of torture my mother father passed away one by one. I have lost faith in law and my wife was awarded maintenance of 20,000 per month. Is there anyway i can request voluntary death in court ? My lawyer is saying that it is not possible but i am trying to convince that i have nothing left in life and don't want to live anymore. My parents were everything in my life they struggled so hard to raise me and they were so happy that i got married it was never intended that we will face this hard time. Because of my death request court has ordered police security out of my house so that i don't commit suicide. I am suppose keep my house doors opened and no matter where i go police will follow me. A friend of mine suggested me to post this query on this website i hope someone can help me out here.