physically abused in a 4.5years marriage wit a daughter of 4 years. neglected and not accepted my inlaws and husband. forces me along with child out of marital home (where only we lived) in punishment to disobidience physically hit and thrown out of house if questioned about abuse or reporting abuse. if reported i'm surely out of his house for months as punishment. asked inlaws to intervene speak to him they ask me to leave him. does not pick my calls or responds to my messages saying i am harassing him all i wanted was that i was hurt by him i wanted was his love for him to speak in love but he continued to hurt me emotionally as well. he shared a very intimate relationship with his mother shared all his ups and downs with her took her around for shoppings, movies, parties, restaurants, church, their relatives houses and all the public places without me. i questioned his behaviour punishment parents house for months...
now thrown out of the matrimonial house sheltered at parents place . no shelter..being a housewife as per my husbands demand and a child immediately after marriage could not work but could take little tutions as he demanded half rent ,my complete expenses and childs toys and clothes from my home. my parents are aged i dont want to trouble them with the burden of my and childs expense. child completely dependent on me and too young that i can think to get some job... she needs me and does not have any one else other than me if i divert towards job who will take care of my child. i have filed against dv in district court. the court has asked us to come for mediation. how wil it help? go back to abuse. my child is in fear even today emotionally affected seeing the physical harm done to me and the shouts and screams of pain and torture. pls help