Seeking divorce

Dear Learned Lawers,

I am going thru a complex situation in life and need your valuable advice to resolve it.

5Years back my wife left her matrimonial home with my son of age 1year.

All my efforts to convince her for a amicable family life went in vain,only left me humiliated and frusteted.

Myself filed a Restitution of Conjugal Rights case 4 years back,where in reconciliation round in front of honorable court she louded for a denial in settlement and wanted separation.

My advocate and her side convinced me to withdraw the RCR case and go for a MCD,one and half years back(2014 middle).I used to pay a monthly maintenance of Rs 4000-5000/ all thrugh out.

I did the MCD ,with a partial payment as agreed.but with time I found that access to child is not upto my expectation,and my ex is claimimg money for her.child maintenance is yet to play a role after finishing up of the MCD case.

I claimed a revision in the petition,as no final decree was  came in by that time.but they are not supporting my plea.final date is knocking the door or the case will be dismissed.

I want a natural parentship/relation with my SON now 6 years of age.ready to pay time and money for his well being.But getting a resistance and cruel returns in all scors of my activity.

Myself is not at all moraly convinced to pay money to my ex wife(yet to be legally).she is also working in an pvt organisation(I dont know exact details of her role and pay packs).

Now the situaltion is on the verge of dismisal of the MCD and she is threatning me for a maintenance claim as well as denial from weekly one hour visitation with my son.

What should I do? In terms to get better access with son and avoiding maintenance claim of her.Also pls suggest if I can go for a contested Divorce hence forth nullification of the MCD.

Pls advise.

Regards.

Kunal